Wednesday, February 22, 2012
BOY!!!! I kind of thought I was having a boy due to the fact that is seems like most IUI babies tend to be boys. Whether this is coincidence or fact, I'm not sure, but since IUIs are timed so perfectly to ovulation and the boy sperm get to the egg faster, it only makes sense.
After seeing the infamous "three lines" on the ultrasound, I thought it was a girl. I was a bit shocked to learn a second later that the middle line was longer than the other two which indicated a boy. When the reality of finding out what I am having sunk in, I began having little breakdowns every once in a while because everything was all of a sudden more real and I had a lot to do before my baby boy arrives.
My mom was in town for the ultrasound, and after my appointment, we visited the "scene of the crime" where B Cubed or BBB (Baby Boy B___ which is my last name) was conceived. It was fun to see everyone at that doctor's office so excited about my healthy pregnancy! After that, we visited the baby's daycare so my mom could give me her opinion (thumbs up!), and the shopping adventures began! We picked out paint for the walls, ordered the furniture, bought some clothes, got my head on straight about where my office will go (it is currently in the soon-to-be nursery), etc. During each little project, tears welled up in my eyes because again, I felt so incredibly overwhelmed by it all. I had been so level headed the first 18 weeks of my pregnancy, but for some reason, the reality of this all has officially kicked in and my head seems to be spinning.
We'd be shopping and walking down "boy" aisles when I'd comment, "I have to learn to play with dinosaurs and trucks" which kind of freaked me out. But then I realized I wasn't sure if I really wanted to play with Barbies. I believed from the moment I got pregnant that this is the baby that is meant to be mine and regardless if pregnant mothers want a boy or a girl, we get the exact baby we are supposed to have. I am supposed to have this baby boy growing in my belly. I believe that, but in all honesty, it's taking some time to adjust to.